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KIMI NO SHIAWASE WO NEGATTEITA 2 : Chapter 1 -Part 5

” You know him?”

Sasanami looked at me, who was very much flustered and then at Mr. Raizo, who even though he was held up, still wore a relaxed expression on his face.

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He then released the hand that was holding Mr. Raizo’s chest, but still kept me hidden behind his back.

It seems that he still didn’t trust Mr. Raizo.

” He is my mother’s friend.”

“It’s a pleasure to meet you; Wakaba seems to be well taken care of.”

Oh, again with that wicked look on his face.

Mr. Raizo is a very trustworthy person and has always been very kind to me, but he likes to make fun of others, especially young alphas.

Right now, he is being deliberately annoying, using a sarcastic tone and giving a distasteful smile.

“Really? Was he being threatened then[1]?”

It was obvious that Sasanami impression of Mr. Raizo was bad because he kept a vigilant expression on face.

” Who would dare to threaten me? My mother would scare away any potential harm coming my way.”

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My mother is what you would call a femme fatale, she was at the pinnacle in terms of Alpha’s abilities and she is well known for doting on her family.

She would go into a destructive rampage, had she heard that something happened to me.

Thanks to that, there were some people who were interested in me, an omega with a pheromone abnormality, a valuable entity of sorts, but there was no concrete damage, and I’ve been able to live by to this day, reaching 25 this year.

But more than once I have caught my parents looking at me like I was the victim of my family’s influence.

“I would never hurt our cute Wakaba, isn’t that right?

“Who are you calling cute… I’m already 25, you know!”

Mr. Raizo, who has lived with me when I was in junior high school, still treats me like a child.

It’s not a problem for him to say that I’m cute, because he doesn’t mind saying things that other people would laugh at if they heard him.

“So, I’ll send Wakaba to his room, you can go home now.”

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” Sasanami, thank you for worrying about me. I’m fine now.”

It wouldn’t be a good idea to let these two stay together any longer, so I told Sasanami that he didn’t need to worry and asked him to go back.

Still looking displeased, Sasanami returned to the car he had abandoned and left.

As I looked at the car’s taillights getting farther and farther away, I suddenly felt drained and exhausted, I really felt like I was about to collapse.

My body, which had been responding to my soul mate’s pheromones, had reached its limit.

“Wakaba, are you in heat? How could you stay with an Alpha in this state?”

Mr. Raizo kept scolding me some more, reminding me of how dangerous this situation was.

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He then held my waist as I rested my head on his shoulder and helped me get into the elevator.

He even unlocked my apartment and carried me to my bedroom.

“Mr. Raizo, I took the inhibitor and you know as well as I do that my pheromones don’t work.”

“That’s not right. Even if your pheromones don’t smell, you could still attract people!”

Lying down in a daze, I looked up at Mr. Raizo and found that his eyes were serious as he stroked my bangs.

I’m glad that he’s that concerned about me so I sweetly rub my head against his hand just like I used to do in the past.

”Hmm, I’ll be careful. I’m sorry, Mr. Raizo. I shouldn’t have met him today.”

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“Yeah, I know. I’ll lock the door for you, you just go back to sleep. I’ll be in Japan for a week. Let’s get some dinner while I’m here. We have a lot to catch up on.”

“Thank you, I’ll call you.”

Mr. Raizo is also an alpha who has a soul mate. Technically, though, I should say he’s an alpha who had a soul mate.

He knows a lot about Omega’s heat period, so since he knew I will be stuck in bed for a while, he prepared some water, some nutritional supplements and fruit and other light things and put them by the bedside for me to eat.

“Well, I’m going to go home now, is there anything else you need?”

“No, thank you, it’s enough.”

Oh right, I hurriedly stopped Mr. Raizo, who was about to leave.

”Ah, Mr. Raizo, I have a favor to ask you.”

“What’s wrong?”

Mr. Raizo came back to the side of the bed and stroked my head with gentle eyes.

It’s the kind of look you give when you want to spoil a child.

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The same look that he gave me back in junior high school, when he admonished me for being frightened by the impulses of my still-unaccustomed estrus period.

If you look at me like that, I’m afraid I’m going to be spoiled to no end.

“Don’t tell my parents about this, okay? I just finished my estrus for this month. My cycle has been a little out of balance lately. I don’t want to worry them.”

“Did you go to the hospital?”

“Yeah, I think it’s more of a psychological thing.”

This is a lie.

But I thought that if I said this, Mr. Raizo, who knew about my failed wedding, would be convinced.

And sure enough, Mr. Raizo agreed with a pained look in his eyes.

”I see, don’ be too hard on yourself. Alright, I won’t tell them, but if anything happens, do you promise that you’ll turn to me for help? I know there are some things you can’t tell your parents, but don’t hide anything from me.”

“Yeah, I promise.”

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As someone who has already lied to you, I feel so small, but I can’t tell you about Sasanami.

I’m sure Mr. Raizo will keep quiet about it, but there will be times when he will accidentally slip up.

That’s why I should be the only one to know the truth.

I nodded, and this time Mr. Raizo left and locked the door as promised.

Hearing the sound of the lock clicking, I freed my body with relief.

I stripped my clothes off my burning hot body and rubbed my face against them, smelling the faint scent of Sasanami’s pheromones through my jacket.

Today, the two of us were too close to each other.

I could smell Sasanami’s pheromones from my jacket and my hair, and I felt my head boiling with crazy lust.

I licked my wrist with my tongue, remembering his warmth when he grabbed me and pulled me away from the crowd at the Aquarium.

I felt my lower half react to the stimulus as the love juice overflowed from between my legs.

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“Sasanami, I’m sorry. Sasanami………”

I shouldn’t be dirtying Sasanami like this, but I can’t stop my body from drowning in heat.

While sucking on my jacket, which emitted the scent of Sasanami’s pheromones, I stuck my fingers behind my back and moved it the way I wanted.

How much longer can I keep this up? If we keep meeting up like this, I might go crazy and attack Sasanami one day.

The only way to escape this urge is to have someone bite the nape of my neck.

That way, I won’t react to other alpha’s scent.

I know that, but I’m still afraid.

I can’t help but pity the person who will be cut off from their fated person because of me.

However, the most frightening thing would be the fact that I would no longer be able to smell Sasanami’s pheromones.

Selfish and helpless, this is my true heart.

I want to give up, I should give up, but I can’t move on my own.

If someone would hold me down and bite the nape of my neck without saying a word, wouldn’t that be fine?

Or, if someone who loves Sasanami and is loved by him appears and Sasanami bites the nape of that person’s neck, then I’ll be free from his pheromones.

Please, show up as soon as possible before I go crazy.

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The empty masturbation while repeating ‘I love you’ and “I’m sorry”, continued until dawn.

As the sun rises, I hugged my body, which has finally settled down with the sunrise.

As I drifted to sleep, I still only had Sasanami in mind.


[1] I think as in, did he need me to protect him just now?


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